Mira Tag Me again!!!!

1. Have you ever called a person useless?

Pernah gak..tp  xckp depan2 dia laaa...

2. What objects in your room is really important to you?
My PDA, Laptop, Bantal!!!!

3. Are you good at hiding your feelings?

Yes..im really good at it..only my best fren knows me well

4. What kind of sense of humor do you have?
i  wanna make sure  that everyday i make somebody smile!!!! (Kira gak kan gtu)

5. Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
sometimes i do ....sebab bengang gak laaa kan..at least they know my feelings

6. How often do you give high fives?
not really!!!!

7. Do you know your father's birthday?
2nd January 1950

8. Do you prefer a call or a text?
text

9. Do your parents drink coffee every morning?
yes!!!!

10. Do you think you'd be good enough to commit a crime and get away with it?
takot kot nk wat!!!! so xyah nk wat laaa

11. Are you wearing any jewelry?
a silver ring on my ring finger

12. Does a kiss make you feel better?
yes!!! I really need one right now!!!Somebody plz give me one!!!

13. Random thing thats happened lately?
busy  searching for my 1st guitar...i really wanna play

14. Is there anyone you trust even though you probably shouldn't?
sometimes...huhuhu

15. Has anyone pissed you off today?
none

16. If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?
like so bagus!!!!hope that all of them will not drink again

17. Do you believe world peace is possible?
yes..if everbody joint together

18. Name some thing about the opposite sex that automatically turns you off?
those who have  bad attitude

19. interested in using?
a guitar!!!!

20. Do people underestimate you?
yes... because im so passive..that they not know me well

21. When you're in a bad mood, what will always put you in a better mood?
the person i loved call me

22. Honestly, do you talk about myspace in real life?
i dont have my space 

23. Do you have any really crazy relatives?
yup!!!

24. Pretend you're 15 deep in beers. Describe what you would be doing?
drown.....what is the question..thousand apologies!!!

25. Does anyone in your life know the real you?
yes, i know  there is somebody care about me a lot!!

26. Have you ever gotten naked at a party?
nope!!!

27. Have you ever broken a rib?
hell no!

28. What was the last thing you ate?
nasi lemak with chicken rendang

29. How do you feel RIGHT now?

GREAT!!!! wanna buy me a guitar!!!

30. Whose car were you in last?
adli's car....NISSAN SUNNY!!!!

31. Where did you go?
he send me home!!!

31. Is your birthday on a holiday?
hm...maybe..

32. Do you have to get your wisdom teeth out?
i had to remove myself

33. Life... How do you feel about it?
i enjoyed it with the one i love and my dearest frens

35. Do you have hairy legs?
yup...not so laaa

36. Are you sick?
sihat walafiat jek!!!

37. Describe your hair?
short...smart

38. Do you like playing in leaves?
i really need it...

39. Have you ever thrown up on somebody as an adult?
yes, i have!

40. Have you ever had another adult throw up on you?
yes too!

41. Are you an adult?
im an adult

42. do you like orange juice?
yes!!!! 

43. Where do you wish you were right now?
SEOUL, KOREA

44. What is your favorite thing to wear?
hmmm....long sleeves shirt with jeans

45. I say shotgun you say?
ENEMY DOWN!!!!

46. Who is your best friend?
ALYA ZAINUDDIN!!!!! Lots of hugs and kisses!!!! tq so much for everything

47. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
of course i care!!!

48. Who do you want to tag?
FANA!!!!!

I've Being Tagged!!!!

Salam..

thanx mira for tagg-ing me..huh..it hard to tell laaa..weird things!!!Here we go:

State 15 wierd things/habits/little known facts about yourself. The people i tag are to then follow my steps and write their own 15 wierd things/habits and little known facts:

1) If i'm not a doctor..i'm gonna be a hot singer (after losing weight laaa of course!!! Hahahahahahh)

2) I like watching people as in watch their activities..hanging around the mall just watch on people and watch their attitude...(is it appropriate????)

3) I'm a big fan of Amy Mastura. I love her so much OMG!!!!

4) Everybody think i'm fat....ntahlaaa i'm ok with it!!!! Trying to lose weight instead but my weight had plateu....maintain je 85 kg... Am i fat guys????

5) I'm a big fan of HOT WHEELS...u know the small2 minature cars for kids > 3 years old...I've been collecting them since i was a kid..i even put them in my Mocha (my car)

6) I wanna get married at 28 years old..wanna have at least a child in my 2nd year housemanship....

7) My dream car is BMW and OMG i can't wait to get inside the car nnt!!!!

8) I wanna become a Consultant Opthalmologist or a Hematologist in the future

9) I'm a very good listener...whom ever know me...im sure they will say the same thing

10) I love shopping...i can spend up to RM300 skali shopping...i love shirts..that why i have loads and loads of shirts....

11) I really wanna a big sister or little brother

12)I really wanna go to JAPAN, SWISS, LONDON and AUSTRALIA

13) I really want to make CUCMS famous for its nasyid group

14) I really hate people that talk behind my back

15) i really miss my frens back in UPM, PTPL and school

Lastly i really wanna tag NADIA FASYA and FANA!!!!!

Summary of O&G posting...at Last

Salam...here i am, waiting for the internet to get better but no!!!! Blame it on TM Net people...

Gosh!!!its been a while since my last post, i guess semua cerita lapuk pasal O&G if boleh xnk aku ingat lagi...

Here it goes...

I've been elected as the leader for the posting as they called me "KONG" (stands for Ketua O&G) ini sume angkara Hilmi..dia yg bg nickname tu..so i really hope that i will do my job as a leader well eventhough i am not a good leader. I'm much a follower..

Things were good for me and the group as the posting came by....

Lots things to learn within the 7 weeks of posting with on and off on-calls at night!!!

What a posting for me, O&G really taught me well how to organize myself and the group

Exam Week

Salam..

its about time i update this blog..fuhh..sorry for the late entry

its been a month since i update u guys with my story..lots to tell within this posting

its been quite okay for me handling O&G posting..as the leader of the group, i must take control of all situation...

im happy right now but next week will be my exam..

unfortunately since the last 3 postings...my clinical exam will be the last day...i will be the 2nd last person before Alya next thursday

wish me luck!!!! Dr Fauziah will be my examiner..im sure she will looking forward to meet Alya n me!!!! Hope i will do my best and score for this posting...

Hopefully after this i will update you guys on what happened to me for the past 1 month!!!!

Till then...Wassalam

I had to blame it on myself!!!

Salam...

I have to say that i did badly for my last posting...

It reflected in my result...

a B- is only i got this time..The lowest among my groupmates...Im so badly hurt by this result...I really enjoyed that posting very much

Maybe its my fault after all...So padan muka sendiri for that..I wont regret lama..

Hope this new posting really make realize that i need to perform....

Lucky - Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat

This song i heard from one of the bloggers...it did struck my heart...well!!!
This song sometimes reminds me of old days...and now!!!!
Very nice lyrics...
Hope that the music video will come out soon!!!!
Enjoy the song!!!

Paeds..Oh..Paeds

Salam..im back after full of paeds in my head!!! At last paediatric posting is OVER!!! Waaaa..i got screwed in the Clinical Exam although i got the simplest case: Bronchial Asthma!! What Dr Ar told me was.." Asthma is either you do or die!!!" That's what she said to me after the exam!!! WHat!!! I cant agree more with her...but i did okay laa..maybe just pass or maybe not!!! 

The written test was difficult to me as i did not answered the first 10 questions...i spent like 30 mins for the questions..It was hard man!!!! After the exam, Prof Amal and Prof Khairul said that the exam was for our group standard!!! Wallawey!!! Ape citer?? They also agreed that it was a bit hard but said that we did well!!! Im not proud of what i did during the clinical exam but hope that the written exam will help me get through this posting!!!

After the exam, we did reflection!!! Someway or somehow that Prof Amal talked a lot than Prof Khairul. They did congratulate Hilmi for his excellent job handling the group for this posting!!! Hail Mr Muscle!!! He is muscular right???? Nadia MK said so!!!! "He's getting BUFFER right?" she said.

We did have our farewell lunch @ Saba' Restaurant: We ate like a bunch of goat grazing the grass...Woooo...giler aar weh..Kencang order!!! Alya was the one who ordered the meal!! It was fantastic..i ate mutton a lot... Prof Amal also not bad eating mutton.."Who ever want Lipitor, they can get it form me!!!" "I got Lipitor maa...Makan saja!!!" he said...

Paeds for me was very fun and exciting. I didnt know that i like kids. Maybe they like me more than i like them. They like my janggut..love to play with them. i dont know why. Started to hold them, play with them, walking around the ward with them. I love kids!!! Yeah!!! Some say Kids are like Angels..I certainly agree!!

Our Group photo!!! We are 1 big family!!!

Everybody was busy turning to the right...Prof Khairul maintain blur jek!!!Muhahahaha..

Re-Group Team!!!

Dear groupmates!!!Hope that we can spend time together again!!
I miss that times in Terendak!!!
Miss the lawakness, happiness, wackie-ness!!

Sahabat - Aizat AF5

Sahabat…mengapa kau pergi
Tinggal aku sendiri
Kau tahu ku tak sanggup

Sahabat…ingat lah kau slalu
Jadi yang terbaik
Walau kau tak disini lagi

Sahabat…aku rindu padamu
Datang walau sesaat
Ku ingin kan kau hadir

Chorus:
Aku disini dan menunggu
Diam tanpa dirimu
Kau tahu ku tak bisa
Beranjak terbang dan melayang
tanpa diri mu ku tak bisa dan kembalilah

Being Left Behind (".)

Do you ever think that you are always left behind?

I always felt that way
Just don't know why
Always being negative towards myself
Always think that others will leave you in such ways that You can humiliate yourself
Always being scared of listening towards other people taking
Always bring curiosity inside your heart
Always see some people just don't like you anymore........

Being a person is not what you potray outside
Is the inside that matters......

Put yourself into others shoe
And you'll find that not everybody will like you
Then you realize that the inside part is the missing pieces!!!!

Happy Birthday Alya!!!!!

 Happy Birthday Alya


Hope your dreams come true

Hope you'll find a person that really love you and cherish each day of yur life

Hope you won't forget me

Hope you will succeed in your future as a psychologist

My Surprise Birthday Celebration

Salam..you guys!!Im so excited to tell you this!!I thought that this year celebration was a simple one as I always do with my family..But this happened -->

It all started at 1230am 29th May 2008..while I was busy studying for my mid term posting exam, Azrul called me and asked for me to got downstairs; he really need my help this time around!!So with my "tido" like attire, i got downstairs..Saw him crouching while sitting at the stairs, I tried to ask him what happened to him and what could I help....

By the time I sat down, I saw both Alya and Fana started singing Happy Birthday song to me with a slice of cake with a candle ready for me to blow!!!How terharu gile time tu...I kept quiet and by the time the cake arrived, I was nearly wanna cry!!!Seriously....I never had a surprise like this!!!I covered myself by gosok2 mata..xnk aar org tau I cried!!!Muahahhahha...(Men's Ego) Then all 3 person sung to me the birthday song!! I was so touched by the singing and the cake!!!!Thank you soooooo much dear fren!!!! To Alya dear: u r the best mastermind ever...I'll never forget this occasion!!! To Fana: Thanx for always being supportive to me....u always made me laugh!!! To bro Azrul: I never knew you this close..now i know you better!!!Thanks so much for the effort!! I really appreciate it so much!!! It's unbelievable!!!!!

The celebration does not end there:

After the mid term exam, Azrul, Alya, Milla and me sat down at the terminal having a nice time together...They all ate something but i just have my drink...As Im not celebrating with my Safura today; The 3 of them decided to celebrate it at Midvalley!!! I was the one suggested the place and they agreed!!!

We arrived just after Maghrib, finished solat and everything...waiting for the ladies like lama giler...got message from Milla "Jumpe kat depan KFC" Hmm...ok fine...By the time Azrul and I arrived there, Milla was not there...Hmm..so we just waited for them like lama!!!Hehehhe..By the time Milla came, Alya was not with her..Milla said that she went to the toilet. At first, we decided to watch movie together but there is not much movie to watch since I had watched most of the movies screened that day!!! So Milla asked me to pick a place to eat..Since Im the birthday boy...She suggested some places that i never been before....(As I mentioned, I never had surprise besday celebration)

She suggested CHILLI's and I agreed!! After all this is my 1st visit at Chilli's. Im so LAME!!!Right?? Milla started babling about how nice the food was, even recommended me to some of her favourites....I sat down in a couch as we had to wait for a place..It's damn full and the place is cool!!! I just dont know what to order, instead I asked Milla to order for me!!She just so excited..I just dont know why....For your info, that day: Milla is my Hostess, Azrul is my Driver, and Alya is my Maid...They were all devoted to me and sort of fullfill my desire!!!Thanx a lot!! I really felt like a King!!!

Milla ordered me RibEye Steak!!!Wow!!Giler besar weh..i never ate a big steak before!!I was so full!!! For starter we ordered Triple Play..It was soooooo good!!! you can see the pictures in Milla's blog!!!Hehehhee...They layan me well..I had been fed enough that day!!! All of a sudden..I heard someone singing Happy birthday song...It was the waiters!!!They brought along a cake!!!It was for me!!!Wow!!! I nearly cried again!!!huhuhuuh..korg ni saje je wat aku terharu!!!Anyway...Alya,Azrul and Milla also sang together!!! I had to blow the candles and make a wish!!! Im so touched!!!Dont know why...but they all made me realized that there are friends who always look after each other...Thanx again you guys!!!

After perut dh penuh..I decided to go to Alamanda for karaoke!!!yeay!!! I always love karaoke..especially with my frens!!!Dengan perut penuh ktorg pegi laa karaoke...we chose to sing 10 songs altogether after all this is my day!!!Make use of it kan!!!! Always Milla n me who were singing dgn kencang while Azrul n Alya just hanging around...Sometimes Azrul had his chance to shine!!!We did sing from KRU to BSB to Shayne Ward....This is my dream came thru!!! I didn't asked for a birthday celebration but now I had one!!! It was fantastic!!!

Thanx to MILLA, AZRUL and dearest ALYA for a wonderful day...This was the best present ever for me in my 26 years of life!!! I really appreciate it so very much!!!Thank you soo much!!!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!

Life as a Paediatrition!!!

Salam..as Milla mentioned in her blog, its our group turn to be with Dato' Dr Musa Nordin. Firstly, being with him really made me a paediatrition..(although im not cool with that) He is a very dedicated person and a very excellent physician. He is so busy and yet he has time for the students. i was facinated with his work!!!

So...1st day was a blast!!i was told to examine a newborn babies!!!There were 2 babies to be examine by Dr Musa that morning..He then told us to wash our hands before touching any baby!!!This is essential to prevent any infection!!!He then very quickly examine and started to explaining to us on what we have to do during the examination..He was very fast that i couln't keep up with his speed...Pity for me!!!=( But he did the examination twice and began to ask us to do the same.....

I was the 1st to examine the baby!!!Wow..i knew i cant do it on my own..i started to stutter in front of him...He was always saying "I'm Hearing!!!Continue!!!Speak up!!!" I kept stutter until Odie took over from me!!!How embarassing for me!!!!!Fuhhhh....What da????
2nd day was also okay but i really improved on my presentation that day!!!although a bit cautious while handing the baby!!!!

Yesterday was the best ever for me....we got chance to put in his OT scrub....and got chance to see C-Section!!!!Wow!!!it was very fast...very2 fast..Dr Musa was the one who sambut the baby!!!

2nd case was also a C-Section but this time the mother had Placenta Previa!!!When Dr Siva started to cut the surface, blood rushes out from the womb...Wow!!!what an experience for me that day!!!i was so facinated with the blood, forgetting that Dr Musa had sambut the baby and started to examine!!!Milla was also 'concern' about the mother but later she was fine!!!Dr Musa quickly did the examination and said the baby is fine!!!Before we went out from the OT, i did congratulate the father and even gave him a thumbs up!!!!hehehhehehe....he did respond the same!!!

Being a paediatrition is not easy and being in a private set up is even more challenging!!!

What Happened???

I kept thinking that everybody is going crazy about their life and doing things that were not supposed to do. I kept trying to help them so that they wont feel lonely and apart from the society...but not everybody like that..sometimes you will find one or two that will make yur life ever harder but that's the facts!!!!

Blaming others is not the way out!!!Stop blaming others since you didnt commit any mistakes!!PLEASE!!!You should be more relax and think of the consequences that follows in every steps you make....careful for every words that you said because every words counts in life!!!

Hopefully you can make your life easier by keep in within your faith....Hopefully you will be more mature in the future because this is not the end of life..this is just a piece of cake you ate and there's more to cherish in this life....

Making it harder will hurt yourself and others too....remember your family, your really2 good friends that always make your day each time you see their face!!!Enjoy your life whenever you can!!!

Breathless

Hmmm...someone introduced to me this song.At first i was thinking why that she chose this song..
After a while i gone thru the lyrics....i was facinated with every words the singer sings...thanx to her..im trying to learn the song so that i can practice!!!Thanx dear fren!!!

Shayne Ward - Breathless

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

[Chorus]
You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

[Chorus]
You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

[Chorus]
You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless
You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

To reach FULL GENETIC POTENTIAL!!!!

Salam..im back!!!at last our home dh ade internet thanx to mr landlord!!!Syukur..Now i can continue writting..today was my 3rd day of Paeds, im kind a like it so far..becoz i had found my new skills: main chak2 dgn budak2!!before this kids like me becoz i wore specs but now i can main2 dgn dorg...so the comelest!!!muahahhahahha...
1st day was the blur day for most of us..we dont know where to go or where to make ourselves comfortable!!sampailaaa our KP pn dh naik giler call sana call cni...At last Dr norizan came and gave us the 1st lecture and brought us around the paeds ward!!!oklaaaa...then that afternoon our beloved coordinator came and brief us on what to do!!!fuhhh....banyak gak keje but im ok with that!!!like so best!!!

Holiday almost finish!!!!

Salams...its been a while since the holidays start but i just felt that those days are done in an instant!!!phew!!!what a relaxing holiday i had!!!
Next week starts the new posting: Paeds!!!!
Wow..im looking forward to meet the kids..im totally prepared for them!!!i like kids!!hopefully they will like me too

Ironman...Must watch movie!!!

At Last..penantian for a month pays off when amran,adli,shamson and me went to GSC Midvalley to watch the most anticipating movie:Ironman
I was glad to be among the 1st Malaysian n the world that have watch it!!!Wow!!Im so excited right now!!!Amran was telling me to go early and buy tickets for us.By the time adli and me got there, he already bought it..Muahahhahhaha..i was so excited lagi!!!
1100 the show starts
It was nice to see Robert Downey Jr plays the hero in this movie..with gwyneth palthrow as his heroine..wow!!!it was so gempaq!!!the technology used in the movie was superb!!!5 stars for me..Even pakcik yg dok sebelah amran did enjoy the movie apart from going to the toilet and laughing at some parts of the movie!!!
Apart from that, what is the most nyampah thing was the americans using taliban like soldier as terrorist!!Killing and using hi-tech weapons to kill innocent people!!
But it was a great movie after transformers!!!
I love it and hope to see it again next week!!!

I'm Back...

its been a while since my last post!i felt that i didnt have much time to update you abaout my life so far..
the same old me and the same old habit of mine
trying hard to be more vocal in terms of academics rather that music
here goes..my update for u since the last 2 postings in terendak:
1.Terendak was happening babe!!! i was facinated by the scenery of our hostel.Owesome!!
2.The Hospital was even better; we even celebrate the hospital's birthday on April's Fool day!!!
3.All the staff including doctors,nurses and even the students were cooperative and given us the chance to learn more there.
We felt like home there....
4.Dr Ahmed is a very close to us and u will feel like he's a big bro to all of us.Always pushing us up to the limit and knowing our strong and weakess point!!Great Obeserver!!
5.Although it is quite far from the hospital, i will miss the journey from the resort to the hospital vice versa.
6.I learnt a lot form my mistakes and from frens that always tegur me when i was wrong!!!i did learnt from the best gak!!!
7.I got to know all my group member whom i was never spoken before!Quite shocked when some of them is realtively different from what i expected!!!
8.Did some activities together with my new gang!!!I'm glad to find you guys!!korg mmg made my life easier and happier there..Wish i could knew you'all earlier!!